In the midst of drafting out milestones of Baby Belle’s 4th month, I would like to update a little bit of my life as a Mommy too. There is no such thing as alone time when you are with a baby or the Hubs. The Hubs is easy. All he needed to do is to work and earn money. I guess he prefers it that way. I am not a full time Mommy but I am trying my best to a good Mommy. Although I have people saying to me that I shouldn’t be doing this or that because over sacrificing doesn’t means I love my baby. I am only casting stress upon him or her. *rolling my eyes*
For one thing, I don’t think I am sacrificing myself. I will never do that because I believe a person has to love himself or herself first before you are able to truly love someone. In my case, I will stuff myself with supplements and treat myself to desserts and food that I am craving for. I will still buy expensive facial products to keep myself pretty (I hope so) and never resist buying things that I love to pamper myself.
Well well, I just thought that since I missed out so many Disney Movies and Musicals, I definitely deserves to watch Maleficient all by myself. The last movie I watched was Dumbo and I missed The Lion King. So yes, that’s what I did. I am not feeling lonely at all. I enjoyed gobbling up the whole popcorn and a packet of Chipster. I shed some tears watching the movie. I smiled like an idiot. I wowed like a fan girl because I thought Angelina Jolie looks sexy with her red lips.
I won’t be able to bring Baby Belle to the cinema any sooner so Mommy definitely have to grab whatever opportunities to enjoy alone time. The Hubs don’t really enjoy movies. Again, that doesn’t mean I am tired of motherhood. I just need to recharge.